Captivated

I recognize your greatness. When I think of you, I want you to think of me as you as I deserved you…. as if you were my man. Don’t you know how much you mean to me. You are the only bright encounter of my life. The only person I have ever respected. You are the best business man I know, my ally, my partner. I have never wanted anyone but you …I hadn’t known what it was like, to want it, until I saw you for the first time. I had thought you might want me. Do you know what it’s like to want it. Would you wish to hear what I thought when I looked at you …When I lay awake at night …When I hear your voice on the phone. When I go to work do you know how hard is to drive it away…To know that I may never have you. I want you to teach me animal pleasure. Yo use me as you need it. To have you asking me for it, to see your wonderful spirit dependent on the upon the obscenity of your need of wanting me. I must have you.

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